~ tracking down this book ~
Surviving the monsters isn’t easy. Surviving your worst fears is harder. __ In a world devastated by a pathogenic pollen that turns adults cannibalistic, Jay lives alongside a group of other orphaned kids, where survival depends on discipline, teamwork, and doing your part. As a Ranger, Jay patrols the camp's perimeter by day, clearing threats before they get too close. But when he and another survivor are put on the night shift, an average assignment devolves into a losing fight that forces Jay to face fears far darker than the monsters he hunts. Jay has a choice to make: rise to the challenge or let his fear devour him from the inside out.