A collection of essays written between 2023 and 2026 challenging cancel culture from the left, and telling the insane and dramatic story of my cancellation. More tell-all than any of my other writing on cancel culture, this zine gets into the details and specifics of "why" I was cancelled, the insane things people say about me, and the intense, dehumanizing, and threatening harassment that I face. Topics include: my cancellation story, identiarianism and essentialism, the "grifter" accusations, cancellation as thinly veiled misogyny, the concept of "refusing to learn," the anti cancel culture turn and being the edge of the Overton window, the symbol of "Clementine Morrigan," dating cancelled men and how cancel culture makes it harder for the partners of cancelled men to challenge sexist or problematic behaviour within the relationship, when cancel culture escalates to stalking, threats, and property discussion, what constitutes "violence," the difference between blowing up a pipeline and slashing a zinester's tires, how people use organizing spaces to process their emotions and meet their relational needs and why this is bad for the left, why telling the truth is strategic and principled even when the truth is hard to hear, and how cancel culture intersects with polyamory and possessiveness.